Saturday, April 5, 2008

the apology

My apology is sorely inadequate
to account for the atrocity of my actions.
I'm stuck, complacent
and I don't understand how I can
keep pushing him away
and then come crawling back..
he takes me in his arms
each and every time

"I love you."

and I cry

for I do not
I cannot
fathom the depths of such a love..